Thursday, July 24, 2008
hmm..mentally n physically down..
when will there be someone/true frenz hu really care for me..
9:36 PM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
ok..after much thought...i decided to give up, let go n say bb...
seems like im the oni 1 hu is trying to hold on...
n i should nt come in btw xxxxxx..n i suppose tats final...
tats alll...sometimes i think its a blessing to be selfish n
think oni abt urself...
n ppl pls....dun leave me hanging there after using me...
at least dump me at a better place...thx alot
5:06 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
drift drift drift...nt those tokyo drift im talking abt here..haha..
since my foretelling skills is so accurate...let me foretell for
myself too..haha..well..drift is the conclusion of my foretell...
hmm...wonder if it will come true..if true..i shall treat
myself to a big big meal liaoz...y i treat myself lehz..hmmm...if u
r smart enuff...u would noe wat im actually saying abt the drift part...
well..its up to u ppl to guess liaoz...guess correctly MAYBE gt prize..
shall see...well...its been quite true to me tat eventually i will drift
frm all the good 'ahem' especially when they r attached n stuff,,haha..
so far all have been like tat..so ya..haha..maybe tats the reason y
i dun trust ppl easily lahz..haha..coz always i get hurt..=.=
haiz~~ to be honest...i feel like quitting sch sia..regret for able
to get into poly...
so scared of myself...dunno wat will happen to me next...been very
weak...even my frenz was shocked tat i actually fainted..n ask y am
i so weak...me neither..fainted when im nt even sick or wat...haiz~~
i seriously think tat sumthing is wrong with me...hmm...
was listening to songs now...a few songs tat actually descibe me..
make me so emo n sad..haiz...i noe i very cheena..but the lyrics is nice..
its 因為我相信, 夢想天空...nice as in..describe me nicely..haha..current mood..
another song oso...but dun interpret wrongly..haha..coz some part is nt
wat im thinking now..haha..its 会呼吸的痛...
ok..should slp..finish my XXXXing le..
2:20 AM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
the story below is frm a frenz of mine...BUT its abt me..lazy to type..so i juz copy n paste le..LOL..but i think its funny lahz..even though im the victim..haha..pardon me ppl..for laughing!!!hha!!!! anyway the doc say its syncope...go online n check if u wanna noe..haha..its coz...fatigue, never eat well n stress...haha..1st time fainted..1st time do malu in public..now if oral..they ask..which is ur most embarassed moment..i would say..the day i fainted in public,,LOL!!!!
ok,i was taking mrt with wanhua at 11+ pm heading home.so we were standing at the side of the door at that time.she told me she wasnt feeling well so she closed her eyes and held on to the metal bar.i was asking how was she feeling and she only replied to my first question and the rest of the question,she had no reaction to it.then she started swing left to right with her eyes closed! later she dropped her lappy on the floor then her bag. IT TOTALLY FREAK ME OUT!
i held her to make sure she's ok but yet!when we were at eunos,the door opened and half of her body was out of the door and i tried pulling her in first because the door was closing.i think at that time she was already semi unconcious.i was damn scared that the door will close when half of her body was hanging outside or maybe it will clump her head or hands or knock into something.luckily i managed to pull her in and then she knocked out totally.i was trying to pull her up then a bangalaaaaaaaaaaa offered help by dragging her to one of the seats.people around the seats all stood up and walked away =.=
luckily when we were at paya lebar she woke up.persuaded her to drop off at aljunied so that at least i can take care of her or what.AND!that train was the last train of the day.luckily she called her mum to fetch her home before hand if not i totally dont know what i should do.forbid her to walk down the stairs and to stand near the track in case she roll down or fall into the track.
thanks to that bangalaaaaaaaaaaa.
2:45 PM
Friday, July 11, 2008
T.T was supposed to slp at 1am de...wan gonna say bb to my
frenz liaoz..den she drop a present for me...told me tat we
gt assignment tat maybe need to be handed 2molo...our
useless module rep din say anything can..haha...WTF...haha..
well..nvm...i manage to finished it..n its 3am now...haiz...
n n n my anke is in pain sia...wonder wats wrong...haiz..
gt lots of prob de me..haha...well..i still have to walk..
so endure ba..haha...lucky mine gt no eggs growing on it...
if nt i will scream like hell le...ok..shall go n slp le..
if nt i will be the panda in the zoo(sch) 2molo...hah...
2:56 AM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
ok..pmsing again lahz..think is bcoz of my stupid age..
kaoz..i dun like tat sia..i hate wat im feeling n doing
now...change my life completely...affect my mood...afect
my frenz mood..haiz..sianz..
to duh! --dun worry...think i mood swing..i will be
fine after a day..im juz worried..dun always suffer alone..
lets go star gaze 1 day...to change both of our mood...
1:58 AM
Sunday, July 6, 2008
back at my frenz's house at sengkang..haha..hmm..
went to study at airport this morning...crap n walk
ard airport with sum frenz..den settle down at
starbucks for some coffee...n started my studying...
manage to finish MBT n HBD...was ok...studied HBD
coz i was watching movie during the lec time..ha..
after tat...gt cars frm my bro n went to changi village
for some "night scenery" (ah kuas) haha...oh ya..
forgot tat i ate there too.haha...had dinner at 10 plus going
to 11pm..haha..den 1 of the frenz join us...drove ard n they
gt high..haha..den its home time..haha..
well..all i can say is..they r crapper...
i think worse den me..haha..
ok lahz..wanna slp..tired eh..haha...
2:54 AM
Thursday, July 3, 2008
ok..posting time..let me think wat i need to write eh..
hmm firstly, sorry pal for writting the previous post..
i do not mean anything..juz ranting out...pmsing n emoing..
nt aiming at u de...im so sorry tat i upset u..SORRY!!!
u really scared me yest nitez..haha..if u gt anything
juz come n find me..i will help u no matter wat...
i promise!!! haha...
for the time being i dunno wat to say le..tats all for
the day...
1:11 AM
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
y am i always such a fool..always bein used by frenz..
hmm..should i even say 'frenz' i wonder...
y do i always care abt how others feel...den hu is
there to care abt how i feels...y do i always find excuses
like they r stress., angry, busy n stuff to cover their
mistakes...y cant they think b4 doing it...Y Y Y???????
WTF IS GOING ON WITH MY LIFE!!!!!
1:38 AM
